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FUCK EVERYONE!

..

have you ever feel this feeling

when you are giving your very best to other people

and they are not appreciated all your hard-work?


it's like a burden to me to do this and to do that. always made other people satisfied

and im not even get any advantages from that thing.

ugh im so glad

uhh

i met my long lost high school friend this afternoon

i was surprised because she looks different from the last time i saw her

by the way i don't really like her because she always talked shit about me
behind my back to my other friend.

i dislike almost all my friend. they are so fake and few of them have a
very bad attitudes.

i rather be alone.


uhh

last time i checked my Facebook, there are 5 peoples from my primary
school add me on.

i was shocked! they are all look trashy. partying, get drunk, and have naked
pictures of girls on their timeline. it's scary you know!

few after i decided to ignore all the requests. ughh im so glad.

.

tonight

i want sleep and doing nothing

my friends ask me out

i refuse.

i locked myself on my room and sing foreign songs

i dont care, i just wanted to be alone

inside my room and hide my face from everyone.

i am myself when im alone

this is a life of sorrow... ..

 

sorrow of my loneliness

today i have nothing to complain,

i always get anything that i want,

but deep inside i feel lonely.

Loneliness is an unpleasant feeling
 
nobody like it

i always scared of anything (every single thing)

i have no good friend.

i don't even like making friends

 sometimes i feels like everybody secretly hates me.

it's a strange feeling


....empty



i kinda dislike my life

i wish i can kill myself

but i can't.

this is sorrow of mine, this is sorrow of my loneliness

sorrow of mind

what i was thinking lately is scream

i wanna scream and smash people faces

i don't care who they are

nobody understand my feelings.

my mind and my mental totally breakdown

i'm depressing inside and outside


nobody respected me.

does people understand my pain?

no they don't.

should i respect people when they're not respected me?

im hurt.